On the Up?

Hello,

It's been a while, that is because I have been in a largely medication induced depression for the last six months. The job feel apart as the hypomania became fragile and collapsed into depression; where I nearly deleted this blog out of shame. But this is a blog about hypomania not depression - and depression is so boring.

So the sun is shining, woke up at 5.30 this morning and have felt totally alert since, it's my birthday and I'm coming up! It may be temporary though as I am coming of all my medication and I halved my lamotrigine dose over the weekend - but if it last for my birthday - double points!

So there may be another post desert after this, hypomania is inherently unstable. I hurt myself last might, stupid, but I think is better than smoking which also stops my head buzzing.

Well hopefully see you soon - don't let the bastards get you down :)