Monday, 12 October 2009

Mood Stabilisation

My mood needs to be stabilised, I admit that - I don't want to swing the other way any time soon, but here is the problem, I need to see a psychiatrist and there ain't a lot of them around.

My doctor says it'll hopefully be 2 weeks, but it could be up to 13 weeks - so I'm a little scared of sliding into a depression before then and killing myself as a result. The Fall matches the High and this time has been the best, most freeing, most stable productive period of hypomania I have ever had.

I guess I need someone to save me and the more I look around the more I realise that the only person available is me and that looking for someone else to do it could be dangerous.

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