Don't be so confrontational!

Where to start....

I got a dog, a terrier - perfect for a maniac; she keeps me calm and seems to love me - weird.

Cut some more people out of my life; not out of any bitterness, just because I can not cope being emotionally involved with people who ultimately don't care about you and do you more harm than good.

I've started having a real problem with irritability and anger... what help do I get; tranquillisers and they knock me out so much I was drinking double espressos just to stay functional.....

..... oh and today I found out my ESA appeal has been sitting on someones desk for 3 months unconsidered, nice isn't it.

Oh well, left a note at my GP and psychiatrist today - could be seen as a cry for help/ build up to a suicide attempt - obviously it hasn't resulted in anything....

.... where is my dog; here she is; good girl, good GIRL!