Upers to Downers

So off the antidepressants now and on 10mg of downers, the CPN idea seems to have been kicked into the long grass and still no diagnosis; it feels to me that they won't diagnose me because it would make me more expensive and they think they can get away with it - particularly if I kill myself. What a tragedy..... if only we had known, blah, blah....

Anyway - trying to stay relatively stable and do stuff in the brief summer of my year.

Might see you later, might be dead.